Wednesday, May 02, 2007

unnecessary frustration

u took my happiness away.. u pissed me off.. u irritates me... cant u just get out of my life? wat do u wan ?? WAT DO U WAN ??? PLS LEAVE ME ALONE... i beg u... its gonna shorten my life whenever i see u.. cant u just be who u are in the past ?? i really hope tat u can realise tat u've changed.. i know u pro.. i know u smart.. cant u just stop fighting with me at every single thing.. no matter wat , u will just argue and go against me.. i know pointing out my mistake is helping me .. but ur tone doesnt match.. whenever u point out my mistake is just wan to make me paiseh.. wan to show me tat i'm stupid.. well.. ok i admit i'm stupid.. so wat ? everybody knows ur smart .. isnt tat enough ??
seriously , i know i'm stupid.. i know tat! i'm a slow learner.. watever things i do is wrong.. i know tat.. but being stupid is not a sin.. i'm trying to learn already.. may i know wats ur purpose? or just wan to make me angry ? alrite.. i tell u , i'm totally pissed off.. u got wat u want... if not .. wats ur purpose of opposing me ?? wats the matter with me? or u? u really demoralised me u know ? u r evil... u made me lost confident in myself.. is this wat u wan ? u did all the things tat hurts me which shows to me tat u really hate me.. is this wat friends do to each other?
nobody did these things to me b4.. nobody hurts me b4... i shall say no friends hurt me b4.. u r the 1st 1.. do u really hate me till this kind of extent?
u always put other friends 1st and i'm last .. ok fine.. since u dun need me as ur friend and u got more than enough friends.. its alrite... i hope i can 4get wat u did and win back my happiness..
_____________________________Peace*

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